Posted on 08-09-2011
Filed Under (Square peg, round hole) by Jesse

Does anyone else feel like they have more than one Monday to their work week? It often feels this way to me. The first 2-3 days seem to drag on and on. By around 2 or so I am usually pretty antsy. By 3, when its time to go, I feel like this:


As if I am ready to throw off the yoke of oppression and embrace the freedom of going home. Now, this is not to say that my job is oppressive (its not), but I am just happy to be able to go home.

Sadly, today is the season finale of Burn Notice and Suits, so that means there will be exactly jack shit to watch, as far as tv shows are concerned, for weeks or even months. The rest of what is on now blows goats, especially reality TV. This is the worst drivel that could be allowed on TV. Reality TV is populated by trolls and uncultured philistines who should not be allowed to breed, let alone further reinforce the world’s bad opinion about our country. Look at Jersey Shore. Those are not people. They are troglodytes that somehow escaped the underworld and allow their debase, hedonistic stupidity to be broadcast for the world to see. As far as I am concerned, Hurricane Irene was mother nature trying to cancel that show. Too bad she failed.

I suppose that’s enough ranting for now. Back to work with me.

“Its too bad stupidity isn’t painful” – Anton LaVey

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Posted on 26-08-2011
Filed Under (Life, Print, TV & Movies) by Jesse

I have been incredibly bored lately. Tuesdays and Wednesdays have been completely devoid of any tv shows worth watching (at least until NCIS is back later this year), so I get home and don’t have any tv shows to watch online. Yesterday, I watched a couple DVD’s I borrowed from my roomie: Constantine and The A-Team. Both awesome, but for different reasons. Last night, I watched Burn Notice streaming from live TV (that can’t be legal lol) and today @ lunch at work, I will likely be watching Suits. I like this show a lot. The characters are well written and well acted, the story is engaging and its not too “hipster” (I really would not watch it if it was).

On a side note, I am looking forward to the MTG (Magic: The Gathering) booster draft this weekend on Saturday. My friend Micah and I usually go every week. Most weeks I get pretty well trounced. Last week, I beat my first two opponents soundly, but the third one just walked all over me. It was a bit disheartening. I hope I am able to draft something effective this week as well.

I suppose I’ve gone on long enough. If I even still have readers, I hope I didn’t bore you too much. :)

“All the world’s a stage, And all the men and women merely players. They have their exits and their entrances; And one man in his time plays many parts.”
– William Shakespeare

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Posted on 27-07-2011
Filed Under (Square peg, round hole) by Jesse

Thus far, no one has bothered me and its been a rather slow morning here at work. I had a couple of donuts for breakfast (with milk) and have been sitting here chatting people up via an internal messenger. What we’ve been talking about (mostly) is an upcoming game, Star Wars: The Old Republic.

Star Wars: The Old Republic

From what I have seen and read thus far, this game is very promising. Just writing this, I have music from Star Wars going through my head. Last night I watched a video on G4 TV’s site, a 47 minute panel from Comic Con where they talk about all sorts of info revealed about the new game. I’d recommend checking it out.

Just the fact that they have over 900 voice actors for the English version alone impresses me. I have always hated scrolling through text and loved the story of a good game. Bioware has always been a leader at delivering this type of content. I’ve loved this company ever since Baldur’s Gate. Their mastery of Story Progression and ability to really draw you in and make you actually care about what happens is second to none.

Well, I suppose that’s enough fanboy gushing for now. Stay Tune for more. :)

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Posted on 20-07-2011
Filed Under (Frustrations, Games, Interest, Life, Print, Rants, TV & Movies, Work) by Jesse

I know, its been a long time since I’ve said anything here. I’ve been lazy, so sue me. Life has been crazy for a while. My car died on me, then I got a used pickup truck and 2 weeks into owning it discovered that it was a lemon. It has a very bad head gasket leak and driving it every day this way is just putting a lot of wear and strain on the engine. However, thanks to a close friend helping me out, I am getting a re-manufactured engine installed starting on Friday, June 17th. I wont go into the details on price, but let us just say it was a very good deal that I found/negotiated. I’ve got a re-manufactured engine now and the car truck is running fine.

The next thing of note is that I seem to be getting single out and targeted for harassment by one of the graveyard shift sups, for the last couple months. He is constantly being a dick to me. He has twisted the spirit of the rules here to write me up twice and forced me to move from my comfortable desk twice (I moved once, got settled in at a new desk and was forced to move again). He has purposely sat people in places I like to sit and instructed them not to move or swap keyboards (I can barely type on and ergonomic one and often trade for a standard one) and generally gives me a hard time for no reason that makes any sense to me. I have never seen him bother anyone else. It is getting to the point where my willpower to resist exploding and telling him off is beginning to wear thin. I know if I do this I will get sent home and possibly suspended. I am going to talk to my direct sup one more time about this. If he can’t get this guy to leave me alone, I am going to move my shift up 2 hours so he is leaving when I get here. It is getting to the point where I seriously hate this guy. I just can’t take much more of this bullshit.

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Posted on 12-12-2010
Filed Under (Frustrations, Life, Rants, Work) by Jesse

So, this morning at work, the second floor people are now sitting on the 4th floor, due to there being no sup down there. I am being friendly with the ones that happen to be close to me, making casual harmless conversation, and two of them get up and move to the other side of the building. I then get bitched at by a supervisor about not making chit chat. WTF. I have been nothing but polite and friendly and this is the reward I get? This is complete bullshit. AND, they just got up and left, moved to other desks like I am some kind of fucking leper. What the fuck did I do to deserve that? I am hurt and angry beyond words right now.


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Posted on 17-11-2010
Filed Under (Games, Interest, Life, Rants, Technology, TV & Movies, Work) by Jesse

My posts have been getting few and far between. I’m sorry about that. I’ve felt less and less inclined to come here and post, though I am unsure as to why. So the following is am update on my life.

Yes, ladies, I am still single. Not for lack of trying, but it is what it is. I am still hanging out with my friends on the weekends, I still work the same hours at the same place, still drive the same car and still live in the same apartment. My life is rather boring. I’ve been catching up on the third season of Merlin, another BBC show, now being current.


Its a bit like Smallville, but for Arthurian legend. From those that have see it that I know, You either love it or hate it, no middle ground. I like it a lot though. Just take it for what it is and enjoy yourself. However, everyone being completely oblivious to all the magic going on around them does get a bit tiresome.

I got a Printer for my PC, 32 plus tax at walmart. It also has a flatbed scanner on it and can print photos. I am sure I will find more uses for it than merely printing character sheets.

I started playing a new game recently, Lord of The Rings Online. Though its built a bit like DDO (Dungeons & Dragons Online), its a bit prettier, has a much richer story and world. I like the classes, the races and the crafting. Its currently free to play, so feel free to join me on Darrowdelf.

I suppose that’s all I have to say right now. Stay tuned for more.

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Posted on 28-10-2010
Filed Under (Frustrations, Life, Rants, Technology, Work) by Jesse

Thanks to freak food poisoning and the “Gator flu going around at work, I was sick 4 days out of the last 10. This was not fun. I will spare you the details but suffice it to say that the stomach pain was so bad, at one point, that I bummed a vicodin off my roommate just so I could get a few hours of sleep. It took me 3 days to get over the fever and headaches that came with it. today, I am very sore, almost all of my abdomen, from 3 days of tossing and turning. I am too broke to buy any medicine, until tomorrow, so I just have to tough it out. I took about an hour’s nap when I got home from work, this helped to loosen up some of the muscles in my back. Last night, I couldn’t get comfortable enough to sleep in my own bed, being forced to catch about 4-5 hours of interrupted sleep in the recliner in the living room.

On top of all this, the last week at work has been hell, do to someone with admin rights clicking the wrong link and getting our network infected with a nasty virus. We upgraded all the PC’s and have lost all my passwords twice. my windows profile was gone too. fun. Our internal messenger has been on the fritz today. It’s being such a tease. One minute, working fine, “hey I’m here, lets connect and chat”, the next gone, “screw you I have a headache. I suggested that someone feed the thing some poetry and flowers to keep it happy but I don’t think anyone did.

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Posted on 16-10-2010
Filed Under (Games, Interest, Life, TV & Movies, Work) by Jesse

Ok, its been a while since I have posted, but only because there’s not been much worth talking about. Life has gone on as usual. I finished Robin Hood, loved it. Still gaming with my friends, having a good time with that. Well, I did have my 6 month review at work, I did well and got a small raise. I have all my bills for this month paid and have been having a decent time leveling my warrior (prot) on WoW. I suppose this is just a quick update to let everyone know I haven’t fallen off the face of the earth.

But man is not made for defeat. A man can be destroyed but not defeated.
– Ernest Hemingway

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Posted on 22-09-2010
Filed Under (Frustrations, Life, Love, Rants, Work) by Jesse

Two more weeks of my life have passed and I am still alive. I finally got to see a doctor about my chronic acid reflux. He scheduled me to have an endoscopy on Monday, October 4th. I am most certainly NOT looking forward to this. I have an irrational fear of needles, AND surgical procedures. Of course, the logical part of me understands that I will not be operated on, but its still frightening.

This morning, my first call lasts almost 50 minutes dealing with some bad code in a customer’s htaccess files because she is so inept as to not be able to do such a simple thing herself, even with all of the help and examples we provide. It was most frustrating.

I’ve also been watching Robin Hood on Netflix. I am 9 episodes into the first season and Like it very much.

Robin Hood

On another note, I’ve been giving a lot of thought to why my overtures towards the last female I fell for have failed. I’ve been reading far too much Shoujo Manga and was expecting things to turn out in an ideal manner when reality is much more cruel. I failed at patience, I failed at expressing myself, I failed at getting through to her heart. What I need to know is how long until this feeling goes away? I’ve tried ignoring it, I’ve even spoken to her a few times, trying my best to act normally (even though I feel anything but). This uncomfortable twisting in my heart every time I so much as think about her is not something I care to live with for the foreseeable future. On one hand, I want to act normally because I don’t want her to feel bad about me. On the other hand, I don’t understand how she can act normally with me, knowing full well the depth of what I feel for her. Its a conundrum of the worst sort, that I feel I have little chance of solving. Damn it all to hell I hate this feeling. I will leave you with a quote that expresses exactly how I felt up until the moment I confessed, when I poured my heart out to her.

“Deep in my heart I’m concealing things that I’m longing to say. Scared to confess what I’m feeling – frightened you’ll slip away.” -from the movie Evita

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Posted on 08-09-2010
Filed Under (Interest, TV & Movies) by Jesse

I saw this and felt I needed to share it. If my cats reacted to water this way I wouldn’t have so many problems bathing them:

My cats act like I am trying to drown them. screaming bloody murder the whole time like their lives depend on it. I have to bathe them because of the fleas. I know they feel much better after their bath, its just the process of getting there that they do not agree with.

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